eating disorder

this is me before...

I was trying to do my work but, my mind cant concentrate. Instead, here I am writing this blog. *sigh*

lately I m having strange eating habit or i can refer it as eating disorder. I dont feel like eating at all. I dont seem to feel hungry! my stomach would be grombling, grawling, but after taking a bite or two, i would feel full and would stop eating.

Yesterday, I bought tomyam and nasi kosong. Hoping that the sourness of the tomyam would make me berselera untuk makan. But, unfortunately... nil! Nero. I didn't even touch it! last night I took only 2 roti gardenia! hmm... yesterday I had my brunch at 11.00 am. I took some rice with a cruncy fried catfish. I ate it halfway and then i got bored. So I stopped. So there you go!

Actually I m sick of eating! I would eat something for a couple of minutes, then I would just stop eating. Everything seems so ... i dont know.. not interesting.

early today, I went to the cafe and tried an omelette set. It looks really delish and it does taste good too. But again, after a few munches, I got bored. and I 'throw' them down my throat. for lunch, i went to ikan bawal. Again, i didnt not eat ikan.... Instaed I took jelatah, telur goreng and bergedel only! owh! with a jambu. No nasik. itu je la! huhu.

I m getting skinnier lah! huhu! I have no intention of becoming skinny. I just want to loose my belly a bit. But this is too much! No! I dont chow any diet pills or in any diet plans. i just dont know!

this is me NOW!