(This is Saipul Afzan - during his active years) I received an sms at 4.44 am today informing me that *Saipul Afzan Bin Ghafar (a colleague that I got to know when I worked at Kulim) passed away after suffering from viral infection.
I was a indeed a wake up call. I still remember him being an active person where he would lead students to do 'senamrobik' and all. He is into choir too. I still remember how I hated the way he dressed especially his long and pointy shoes.
Anyway, that was not the reason why I finally (after longgggg absence) start yadda-yaddaing here in my blog. Let us talk about death@ departure and how people can change in just a swift!
Death:
This is the thing that I m scared of.
Departure:
A state which we would have to face several times in a lifetime. I hate departures! I hate saying goodbye. I just hate it SO much!
Change:
Transformation process that we have to endure. Change your hairstyle. Change your car. Change your attitude. Change job.. etc etc. Some change for good, but some would be the opposite. It would be great if the change (for good) is for real and for sure. What if the change is just temporary? Like changing a flat tyre and later it will puncture again. and like changing your t-shirt after a very sweaty workout and later you continue on working out? What if it is just an act just to mock around? Like when you change your good natured attitude just to ensure that somebody that you hate would 'termakan cili'? What if people put their two faced mask and pretend? Like when you are with your bosses. You act as if you are an angel in front of him / her and later you put your horns back? All this questions haunt me. I do hope that it is not just a tell-tale that I have heard all this while. and obviously boooorriiiiiinngggg~
Anyway, back to the sms that I received earlier today. Did you realize that I received that sms at 4.44 am? According to Chinese beliefs, '4' is a very nasty number since the pronounciation of the word sounds like 'die!' And Chinese would try to avoid having no 4 (car reg number etc) in their life @ businesses. So, that sms is a shocker. But Anyway, since I m not a Chinese, so I dont give a damn about all those things. It is just a coincidence! huhu! merely a coincidence.
I have a lot of things to write. But I m too damn lazy to be sitting in front of the PC and type my heart out! I M A PRODUCTIVE PERSON! get it??
*Anyway Al-Fatihah to him. May Allah bless him.
hehe. trudalooooo!
I was a indeed a wake up call. I still remember him being an active person where he would lead students to do 'senamrobik' and all. He is into choir too. I still remember how I hated the way he dressed especially his long and pointy shoes.
Anyway, that was not the reason why I finally (after longgggg absence) start yadda-yaddaing here in my blog. Let us talk about death@ departure and how people can change in just a swift!
Death:
This is the thing that I m scared of.
Departure:
A state which we would have to face several times in a lifetime. I hate departures! I hate saying goodbye. I just hate it SO much!
Change:
Transformation process that we have to endure. Change your hairstyle. Change your car. Change your attitude. Change job.. etc etc. Some change for good, but some would be the opposite. It would be great if the change (for good) is for real and for sure. What if the change is just temporary? Like changing a flat tyre and later it will puncture again. and like changing your t-shirt after a very sweaty workout and later you continue on working out? What if it is just an act just to mock around? Like when you change your good natured attitude just to ensure that somebody that you hate would 'termakan cili'? What if people put their two faced mask and pretend? Like when you are with your bosses. You act as if you are an angel in front of him / her and later you put your horns back? All this questions haunt me. I do hope that it is not just a tell-tale that I have heard all this while. and obviously boooorriiiiiinngggg~
Anyway, back to the sms that I received earlier today. Did you realize that I received that sms at 4.44 am? According to Chinese beliefs, '4' is a very nasty number since the pronounciation of the word sounds like 'die!' And Chinese would try to avoid having no 4 (car reg number etc) in their life @ businesses. So, that sms is a shocker. But Anyway, since I m not a Chinese, so I dont give a damn about all those things. It is just a coincidence! huhu! merely a coincidence.
I have a lot of things to write. But I m too damn lazy to be sitting in front of the PC and type my heart out! I M A PRODUCTIVE PERSON! get it??
*Anyway Al-Fatihah to him. May Allah bless him.
hehe. trudalooooo!
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