*sigh*........ -_-

Well. I was happy last week, but today suddenly another test is here for me to face. I m sick of this kind of test, but, what to to. It's Allah's plan. So, I need to withstand it and face it.

Support me please.

I m finding my comfort

As I posted earlier, my mind is not at ease these 2-3 days. The feeling of something not good is going to happen is haunting me. I m trying to comfort myself by listening to some zikr and the recitation of Quran. I realize nobody would be there for me except Allah. So there's no other power can help me and ease the burden that I feel. Got another meltdown last night. I am weak. I m weak. To Allah I turn hoping for His help and guidance. Today, I found Maher Zain songs in my pc music playlist. I m trying to find my comfort from Allah. Ya Allah, do help.

My heart cried while listening to this song.

Allah. Please help me.


Insyallah
Maher Zain

Everytime you feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost
That your so alone
All you is see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless
You can`t see which way to go
Don`t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side

Insya Allah 2x
Insya Allah you`ll find your way

Everytime you can make one more mistake
You feel you can`t repent
And that its way too late
Your`re so confused,wrong decisions you have made
Haunt your mind and your heart is full of shame


Don`t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side
Insya Allah 2x
Insya Allah you`ll find your way
Insya Allah 2x
Insya Allah you`ll find your way

Turn to Allah
He`s never far away
Put your trust in Him
Raise your hands and pray
OOO Ya Allah
Guide my steps don`t let me go astray
You`re the only one that showed me the way,
Showed me the way 2x
Insya Allah 2x
Insya Allah we`ll find the way

Ya Allah...Rasa itu kembali

I can sense something I dont approve, I dont like, is going to happen.

Sudah 2-3 minggu aku sangat gembira. jadi aku harap aku dapat terus gembira. Tolonglah... Ya Allah.

Kepada orang yang sangat penting dalam hidup aku, jagalah apa yang kita ada sebaiknya. Ianya sangat menyeronokkan. Aku rasa sangat bahagia. Aku harap kamu juga sama. Jangan lah terjadi dan diulangi perkara yang tidak diingini lagi. Aku tidak mahu semuanya hilang. Aku mahu semuanya ada sehingga aku menutup mata.

Aku berdoa...

Ya Allah. Aku mahu terus gembira.