Monday, January 4, 2010

I m worried




Sigh!
I cant really sleep these days. there are things which let me wander for hours. Even if I manage to sleep, my sleep would surely be distracted in the middle of the night. I just dont have proper sleep anymore. I dont know. What is wrong with me. It is a lie if i would say that there is nothing in my mind now. there are actually gazzillion matters that still haunt me. trying my bery-bery-VERy best to delete them, but I cant!

I know for sure that I miss someone badly...

I am 30 this year, even though not just yet, but I am. I dont even feel 30. I dont even know how old am I know. I m not sure about others, but my body seems to be a bit weak. I m 30 now, and I am still single and available. Gosh! It is not that people dont want me, just that I am sceptical on what to expect from others. Now, I think i just need a company. Please somebody, be good enough, come and accompany me.

At one point i think, I m getting so comfortable living as a single guy. I have just got to know that another friend of mine has just got divorced and one more is on its way. Gosh! dont you think it is kind of scary? Marrying and divorcing is just like a flick of fingers. Hmm.. and yet I am still single.

This worries me. I m lonely, I am sad, who wants to be with me? hmm... I m choosy? I guess I am. Dont blame me totally. Look around you.. just count how many divorce cases that have been publicly exploited. If I dont feel a thing, that means I am not human.

I have also deeply thought about this. By 33, I must get married. For now, I just enjoy those who want to accompany me.

By that, I would say, would be my new target!

Thursday, December 31, 2009

Happieeee new year!!!!!

Malasssssssss!

That is one word that can summarize my day! haha!. i would love to stay at home watch movies or do stuff which would make me feel relax.

I got an MC yesterday. I had stiff neck! The doctor said you should relax more/ So here i am trying to relax.

My neck has got better. Just that I was not in the mood to go to office. Nothing much to be done. Other people would go to the office play carrom la, play computer games la. For me. it would be heaven if I can go and watch movieS. So yesterday, I went to Penang, met a friend there (OJAI) and went to Queensbay for a movie.

We were planning to watch AVATAR ( i m not really interested actuallly), but unfortunately (YEAYY!) no more seats available. So we watched Alvin and the chipmunks instead!. wuhuhu! Not bad, those chipmunnks are so cute. How I wish I can squish them.

Then lepak with OJAI at a food court near Seagate. I have never eaten there before. But to cut short, I layan je. The food was not that good. Maybe we chose wrong stall kot. Anyway... kenyang la jugak. Borak2 ngan OJAI, then around 10 something I went home.

Cypol mad at me since I didnt wait for him to watch alvin and the chipmunks together. But I m so sorry cypol! We will definitely watch other movies k. So just come back home asap.

I m looking forward for many interesting movies in 2010. One of them would be Smurf! I hope it is going to be a huge one. Not just tiny blue crawly thing which can speak only.

2009 is going to end! yeay!!!

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

poo-ing like pee-ing!




Howdy! I m back after a few days of suffering. As might be some of you guys know that I would usually have terrible headache and back pain. On Monday, I went for a medical checkup. TU pun selepas dipaksa oleh kakak ku. (Thanks cikpah!) lagipun, I was demam on Sunday and my headache struck lagi! Since I got an MC given by KLINIK KUMARI -the only clinic in Parit Buntar which opens after 5pm on Sunday- , so i use the chance to go to a renowned private hospital in penang. So, this blog would describe my experience these few suffering days... like what I might call it!





Kalau korang tak tau, aku mmg dah lama sakit kepala, only that recently je it gets worse bila tetiba je dunia ku jadi gelap and telinga ku jadi berdesing. Kadang2 masa tengah drive. So risau la. aku kan ke masih mude. Then pinggang ku mmg sakit! dah lama juga. Aku ingat just sakit biasa je la. Then bila kakak aku tahu, dia pun bising suruh g check. Dia ambil cuti 1 hari coz nak temankan aku. ye la. aku ni demam lagi pada hari isnin. AKu sangat takut kena denggi or cikugunya (thanks cipol!). Bukan apa, aku takut kalau tetiba sakit next week aku tak dapat g KL. waa.a.a.a.a abis la!. so i cant afford to fall sick. :(

so I will literally tell my weekend of sickness here. starting from Saturday, ait!

Saturday:

I went to penang to send my microwave to samsung center sebab dah rosak. Since kalau nak repair sendri kena dalam 300++. Baik la aku beli baru kalau harga sampai mcm tu. Aku beli aritu pun tak sampai 300. So pegila ke sana sebab ada warranty lagi. Masa kat sana Jaja call ajak g lunch ngan Su. So aku pun ngikut le.. lepas tu balik kampung and still no sign of sickness.

Sunday:

I went to pasar minggu di kampung. Still ok, takde masalah apa. Pegi pasar, balik umah. Then aku kuar balik coz ada barang yang tak dibeli tadi. Masa ni aku masih ok. Then the drama started masa aku sedang memilih bawang kat kedai anne. Tetiba aku rasa sangat susah nak tunduk. Pinggang aku jadi sangat sakit, infact satu badan jadi sakit and lemah. masa tu dalam pukul 11-12 tghari kot. Aku gagahi juge. tapi lama-lama aku tak tahan, aku terus masuk kereta and balik. Bila balik, aku dah jadi sangat teruk, kepala sakit, badan panas, and aku telan panadol and baring. Dalam kull 2 aku sedar, and dah berpeluh. aku makan mandi solat. Tapi masih lagi badan rasa tak ok. aku bersiap2 nak balik permatang pauh, tapi aku rasa sangat letih. Aku tido jap, and again, badan aku jadi sakit2 and suhu badan aku naik. Aku tangguh niat nak balik. malam tu pegi klinik and dapat MC. Doc cakap takde pape. Maybe aku sakit pinggang tanda nak jadi batu karang. aku pun terima je laa. Tapi kakak aku tak puas hati, dia ajak g check kat spital.

MOnday:

Seawal pukul 7 kami dah bertolak ke Penang. aku tak drive sebab aku masih tak ok. Sampai je ke sppital, huish! ramaila pulak orang! tak sangka la hospital swasta pun ramai. Tapi mmg glamer la spital tu kat penang. Hospital Lam Wah Ee. Tapi to tell you the truth I have never heard of the hospital before. Kakak aku la ni. Dia ramai kenalan cina. One thing for sure kiri kanan aku semua orang indon. Kakak aku kata maybe dorang ni majikan hantar untuk checkup. Tapi aku tak percaya kerana melihatkan cara dorang pakai baju mmg bukan mcm maid, ada yang beg LV, Gucci, Kasut pun branded beb. And bukan nampak mcm beg celup. Lepas tu, aku sembang la dengan 2-3 orang indon ni. And guess what, dorang datang Msia just untuk berubat di Hospital tu. Wauwauwau! tak sangka plak such thing ada, maknanya hospital tu glamer juga di Indon.....

eh.. nak kuar jap. sambung later